Nosey Nosey

omgggg.

2007-05-20T06:15:38Z

Okay so here's what happened:

First, I ate two large french fries from McDonalds. Oh god, it was delicious.

Second! I got a spider bite on my boob. How awkward. It's like I have a third nipple. that's huge.

Third! I look really cute as a cowgirl. Someone was in pain today at work.

And that, I appreciate.

Anyway movie with Juan Pablo tomorrow. I'm pumped. He came and saw my today at work randomly. I felt so special.

Hrmph.

2007-04-30T02:44:20Z

My face is hot from crying.

God I feel like such a wuss.

To Do:

2007-04-29T02:33:16Z

Orbital
Third upper neck piercing
Three lower back piercings
Medusa omgIwantbad.

Yeah.

Seriously. I can't get the Medusa until I quit the Bean though. Oh well.

Hm.

2007-04-27T01:57:48Z

I kind of want to be a suicide girl.

But I know I'd never make it in.

Sexies on the beaacchhh. Fun stuff. :D

!!!

2007-04-26T17:30:17Z

I'm freeeeeee!!!!

FREEEEE FALLIIIINNNNNN'. Woohoo. <3

I'm horny. I must fix that asap.

Yumyum.

2007-04-24T03:35:12Z

I'm wearing my new bathing suit right now.

Why? because I can. It's nice. :]

Had a long lunch with James. He was upset about something so I figured I should go comfort him. Aren't I nice.

not to mention the unmentionables. :):):):)

:)

2007-04-22T18:33:03Z

I love my friends.

I really do.

I'm going to go shopping...again.

I want jeans. And I might venture into Forever 21 since it's open and Reference is gone.

Wooooops!

2007-04-20T16:28:44Z

Looks like I forgot to get up at 6:45 this morning. :3

I deserved it. Last night was amazing.

Choices, choices...

2007-04-16T21:01:36Z

Should I shave or dye for graduation?

I wanna do one of them.

Woo going prom dress shopping this weekend. And buying a new bathing suit, 'cause I effing need one.

Meehhhh.

Ruh roh.

2007-04-16T03:17:17Z

I think I'm falling back into my slump.

crap. I knew I shouldn't have hung out with him today. But he just had to drag me out with him.

sigh.

But on a lighter note, I got this fantastic picture of Anthony in my sunglasses at work. That was the highlight of my day.

okaygoodbye.

oh ps I'm totally going to stop wearing makeup. It attracts too many people. I don't like it. Back to plain jane plz.

Letters. With names.

2007-04-14T17:46:04Z

Oh yeah, I'm going to get upfront and personal on these babies.

Dear Allie,

Don't even think you're not smart enough. Just because you didn't get into UCLA doesn't mean you're not. Don't reduce your self-esteem to nothing, because you're one of the most interesting, most amazing people I have ever encountered. Whether you go to UCSB or follow in your sister's footsteps at UCI, you'll always be brilliant, always be your own person, and you'll always be sporting fantastic earrings.

Dear Liesbeth,

Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease try and get more comfortable with yourself, your body, etc. Who gives a flying fuck about what other people think about you. All of us that care about you don't care. You are beautiful. You have the most amazing eyes ever. Your intensity about some subjects fascinate me. And don't hold back on your curiosity. Throw it out there, someone'll take the bait. If it isn't me first. ;D

Dear Colin,

You too. Stop worrying about your goddamn body. You're fine. It's hot. Get over it. Also, stop worrying about the consequences of your actions, and stop thinking that everything is going to happen for the worst. You're not going to die if you do something wrong. Just brush it off and say it was worth trying! (PS we need to go PAing soon. wtfman.)

Dear The Brain,

You're all stupid, superficial, and incredibly insecure. I mean really. Half of you are going to Davis to be with each other? Grow up. Also, Allie isn't the ring leader of any of us. We all came to the same consensus that you're all assholes.
Caitlin, you're fake. Kristin, you're just frumpy. Rodrigo, you're not joking when you insult, and you're annoying as all get out. George, you have to be the stupidest person I've met. You should get together with Reilly. Susie, I really like you, but sometimes I don't know if you're just faking it.

Dear Katie,

Oh, Katie. :/

Dear Arianna,

I'm not a child, stop treating me like it. Ready? Go.

Dear James,

I don't really know. I like you a lot, and we just met so I don't really have much to say. But you're really nifty and have a cute dog.

Dear Monte,

I hope everything works out for the best with you, whether I'm involved or not. But I think I'd rather not be involved since I'm just going to end up feeling used and led on. Again. And it bugs because you really couldn't care less, or at least you act like it.

Dear Dustin,

You're annoying often. But I can't function without you. Ever.

I think I'm done. If you want one lemme know. If you feel insulted, get over it and move on. It's only livejournal. <3

omg.

2007-04-13T04:32:59Z

So I obviously make a lot of weird noises.

And I creep Aaron Kircher out times 34857345.

Hahaha we should make a recording of all the weird noises I make.

I'm doing phys homework now. And then I'm going to bed early. Running = omgwtfisit.

Hm.

2007-04-12T00:23:06Z

I don't think I like Livejournal anymore.

Good Lord, save me.

2007-03-27T04:41:22Z

Iwanttofuckhimsobad.

Good Jesus Almighty.

djfendm,ng

2007-03-14T05:55:48Z

I just don't get it.

I really just. don't. get. it.

I hate people, seriously. :/

I really don't know what I'm going to do anymore.

Fridged. Just like my hea--hands.

2007-01-14T04:25:31Z

Bleh.

Just bleh.

So I'm trying to get ahold of Liz and Blake because we're supposed to go to Citywalk tomorrow, but no one knows how to answer telephones or text messages.

Who knows, maybe it just won't happen.

It's really fucking cold and I'm hungry.

I need to work on my thank you cards, too, before my mother has a heartattack.

BRILLIANCE.

2007-01-09T00:59:33Z

I hit someone with my car today.

Shit. :(

Okay so it was a "love tap," but the bitch was pissed. Why did I have to hit the bitchest person at our school?

Sleep.

2007-01-05T07:18:57Z

I'm tired. I worked too long and too late.

But at least I got my license! WAHOO!

Road trip, anyone? :D

Bah.

2006-12-31T07:48:15Z

/start rant

I fuckin' hate mothers.

Especially virgo mothers. You know. Those controlling, "Don't do as I did" type of mothers who think you're going to make the same mistakes they did when they were a kid because they were so fucking drugged up half of the time they didn't even know what was going on? Those kind of mothers that try to make their other child better because they fucked up their first child's life? Those kind of mothers that give their children no freedom even after they legally become an adult because God forbid you might do something wrong to fuck up their life. Those kind of mothers that like to say that the only reason why they forbid you to do some kind of things is because it's exactly what they did as a teenager and they're just trying to protect you, but in reality it's because they can't stand the fact that you can actually fend for yourself and don't need them anymore, so they need that one excuse to keep you attached. It's all the empty threats that keep me from getting the fuck out of here.

But when I think about it, after this year is over, I am getting the fuck out. Even if it is moving in with my boyfriend. Fuck her. Fuck her and her over-demanding ways. Fuck her and her need to control me. Fuck her and her loneliness. And fuck her for thinking that I was ever like her fucked up self when she was a stupid good for nothing teenager.

Guess what, mother? I didn't get married when I was 18 to a man I didn't love just so I can get out of the house. I wasn't sent into rehab at age thirteen because I was a drug addict. I don't plan on going to college and then drop out because it was "too hard" and get a piece-of-shit job working for uptight assholes all the time and then not spend any time with my children because I'm working too much.

Maybe it's hard for you to grasp this concept, but let me put it into better words for you: I'm not you. I don't want to be you in any way, shape, or form. As a matter of fact, I hate people like you; people who spend their time bossing other people around and expect to be able to do the same to their children. Most of all though, I hate the way you treat me like a child, and I hate that you don't allow me any freedom, even though you said you would.

So fuck you.

/end rant

Who knew.

2006-12-28T08:12:24Z

Monte Python = BORING.

It wasn't even that funny. Hoooooly crap. I guess you have to be into that kind of humor or somethingggg.

Anyway, I cleaned my mess of a room today. It looks somewhat decent. Somewhat. I think I'm going to put together my new desk chair that I got.

God, I'm such a man sometimes.

My neck itches. Okaybye.

Alright.

2006-12-27T09:52:42Z

So in case some of you don't know. It's Emily. Back from the dead.

omgcrazy.

It's 1:47 am. I'm just starting my day off of work (thank the fuck-all God for that).

My car is broken. I don't want to pay three hundred and thirty fucking four dollars to fix it.

Christmas sucked. It always sucks, unfortunately.

Howeverrrrrr, I'm okay. I'm happy, and I miss people. God, I can't wait to be driving. Who's going to Tracyyy? Meee! :D

Sometimes I wish I played WoW again. At least it'd keep me busy for a grand total of like. Forty minutes.

omg

2006-12-27T09:36:31Z

test.